Disguise - Lene Marlin

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside

You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for that day when your pain will disappear?
When you know that it's not true what they say about you?
Couldn't care less 'bout the things surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from my wall

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time
To figure things out
Not telling lies
I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know
What's yet to comeI'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time
To figure things out
Not telling lies
I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know
What's yet to come
Still we don't know
What's yet to come

entah kenapa idungnya keliatan demek ini -______-

i lost you

hey,gini ya rasanya jomblo udah lama gak ngrasain dan sekarang ngalamin lagi :)
rasanya biasa aja sih tapi entah kenapa hati ini sepi banget, mungkin lagi beradaptasi sama situasinya mungkin juga lagi masa pemulihan pasca sakit hati,maklumlah gue orgnya emang susah moveon haha..
sebenernya gue kangen.kangen diperhatiin, kangen disayangin dan semacamnya deh tapi sekarang gue gak ngalamin itu semua, gue cuman bisa flashback dan flashback. kenapa gue cuman bisa kaya gitu? falshbak lagi flashback lagi kaya yang gak ada kerjaan selain flashback!!!!! gue juga bingung gatau harus gimana lagi..
kenapa idup gue kaya gini? gue cuman pengen banget bahagia dateng lagi ke gue. kenapa kalian semua gak pernah ngerti keadaan gue?? gue sedih, gue nangis dan lo semua ngatain lebay alay whatever you say! gue emang gak ambil pusing,tapi plis ngertiin gue! gue juga berusaha buat ngeikhlasin sesesorang yang gue sayang tapi itu semua gak mempan buat batin gue..
entah batin gue yangsalah karna terus2an flashbacj? entah gimana gue juga gak ngerti -_____-
kadang gue suka mikir "apa langsung cari suami aja gitu?" tapi itu sebuah pemikiran yang bodoh Annnnn............
lagi punya pacar galau,sekarang lagi jomblo masih tetep galau juga hiiihhhhh dasar payah!
sekarang mau pinjem pundak siapa coba?kuda? plisssssss!!!!!!!!!
emang susah ya jaman sekarang dapetin orang2 yang tulus, gue sedih aja liat oranglain bisa bahagia sementara gue enggak! sekarang gue down masih belom ada penggantinya, entah kenapa orang2 begitu cepat dapetin pengganti sementara gue masih nunggu orang yang belom tepat..
emang sih cinta itu gak bisa dipaksain, tapi sekiranya nyaman ya lanjutin aja :)